People
have their own unique side inside their body, mind, and life. However, this
term is seemingly does not fit with me. Yin and yang, black and white,
everything in the world has two sides, but on the other respect, I more likely
stand on the ‘yang’ side, that is negative side. I, myself, think that I am
full of sins, crawling in a world full of negative. Even though I am crawling
in negative things, I inspired by birds, they have two wings. Left side of the
wing is represents as negative and the right one is positive. Now, I realize
that I have ‘yin’ in my side, such as humorist, obliging, and patient.
First,
I am humorist. My friends in class usually call me Ngurah, but in several times
they call me Jones. They call me Jones because I am single, which means Jomblo
Ngenes in Indonesia. Every day in campus, some of my friends will laugh at me
when they see me. I do not know why they laugh at me, but when I asked about
it, they said “The way you walk like an idiot” and when I do my presentation or
in conversation, they also laugh at me because my action and style in speaking was
like an autism they said. However, I am happy about that. To be humorist is not
easy and maybe it is my uniqueness.
Second,
obliging is part of my life. In social life, we must help each other because we
are weak when we are alone. I always help my friends when they have a problem
or something error in their laptop, but for love problem, I cannot help them. Sadly,
I am not master in it. I am not a smart person. I just love to share my
knowledge about technology. The most thing that my friends want from me is
sharing Wi-Fi connection. Luckily, my internet connection is quiet fast. So, I
feel happy when I can help each other.
Finally,
patience is one thing that helps me to pass all of my friends’ behavior toward
me. Even though my friends always bully me, I never get mad at them. I am once
driven by anger, but then they laugh at me, so I cannot show my emotional
expression. To handle my emotional rage, I usually do yoga since I have done in
senior high school. Maybe that is a way to make me calm. If you are the person who
easily get mad, maybe you need to try to do yoga.
In
conclusion, I am just a person that cannot infallible. No one in this world is
free of sins, but in the other hand, I am sure he/she has a positive side in
his/her life. Like me, I have some positive sides such as humorist, obliging,
and patient. I personally love my patience, because not everyone has that
positive side. I have thought what they feel angry for. I think anger is just
an action that wasting time. For those, all that we need is just a little
patience to reduce the anger.
